I am so manic right now and I don’t know what to do!
can someone help me please!!!
great
i feel great! I wish I would stay this way but with mood swings it won’t happen! being bi polar is no joke let me tell you! but I am just going to ride this wave….😏
Saturday relax day!
i have not wrote in a few days but I felt like writing today….
I feel great I am not depressed any more and I feel pretty much normal I love the way that I am feeling I just hope it stays this way for a while but being bi polar nothing is consistent 😁so I can just enjoy it while it lasts. I needed to sleep for like a week to come out of my depression!
well all is good I hope someone is reading this and understands have a great weekend!
low
i came off my mania and now I am at a very low point! I don’t like feeling down and depressed I like to be a tad bit manic I get shit done and when I am like this I just want to sleep all day long! can anyone relate? I go see my doctor next week so I am going to tell her! I hate being bi polar it really sucks!
the mania is gone!
i feel so much better now that I came off my high! my thoughts are clear and I feel stable now thank god! I like the mania just a little bit I am funny and quick to answer and I have lots to say but when I am at a real high it’s too much. I know the gym played a roll in it I have not been to the gym in two weeks but I am going to go back next week and we will see what happens. but I feel great and I hope you all are doing as well as me! take care😋
happy Father’s Day
just want to say I hope all you fathers have a great day!
I feel like my mania came to an end thank god for that! I feel totally back to normal I have been sleeping good and my appetite is good and my head is clear.
I wish I was not bi polar but that’s the way God made me so I have to accept it and just be strong. when I get manic I just have to try and control it but it’s like unstoppable it makes me turn into a beast and I a such a bitch😁
well I am just going to relax my brain and try to stay sain for now a just wait till the next roller coaster starts cuz it will come again I already know that. I have not been going to the gym so that’s helping too! my brain can not take all those endorfans!
until next time have a nice day!
beautiful day
i just want to count my blessings and be positive today! I am so greatful that dispite my mental health problems I am in great health a lot over weight but working on it😏 I am happy at where I am at In life and the direction it’s going! I have great family and wonderful friends that stand by me no matter what mood I am in! could not ask for more! I know I am so bi polar and my thoughts are crazy at times but I am turely a good hearted person I have values and belifes that make me who I am! that’s it for the day guys I encourage you to count your blessings today and look on the bright side! things do get better eventually 😉
hump day
today is going to be a great day! I slept really good last night and I feel excellent…..
it’s Father’s Day this weekend and my dad is an asshole so needless to say I won’t be spending the day with him. but I will be spending it with my wonderful boyfriend and his beautiful daughters!
time is just flying by can’t believe that it’s going to be July already where is the time going?
my mania has come to an end and now I feel normal but blogging really helps me to put my feelings out there. I waited a whole year before I started to wright and I wish I would have started sooner😀 I am just so great full that I am not alone in this world struggling with this illness. and when I read everyone’s posts I enjoy then and I can relate!
well bloggers that will be it for the day until tomorrow y’all have an amazing day stay positive!
feeling better!
after a few weeks of crazy I think I am coming down to reality! my sleeping is finally in order and I feel 100% better!
I have had my kids a lot lately and they were great this morning they made breakfast and cleaned the kitchen and then jr. vacuumed I could not ask for more!
my mood feels more stable and I am not all over the place like I was! I go back to work this week so I hope I stay sain for everyone else! I love my job and I love my friends that I work with!
so with that I guess I will cut this short for now until next time my fellow bloggers enjoy the rest of your day! xo
feeling better
after this long ass roller coaster ride I think it is coming to an end! thank god for that! I just slept for a very long time and it was much needed!
sleep is a huge factor and if I don’t sleep enough then I am totally out of it and my highs are higher then ever😃so I have been sleeping a lot so now I am feeling way better! I still have a good amount of controlable energy but nothing like the past few weeks!
I must say that I am sorry to my friends and family cuz I am out of control and they just put up with all my craziness and just love me through it! I have such an amazing support group I could not ask for more! thanks guys😘
it has taken my awhile to except the fact that I am bi polar but now that I have come to terms with it I am able to recognize my behavior. I know that I am not the only one out there that’s fighting with this illness! so with that said I hope everyone has a good week and I will keep posting daily😋
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