I feel better today I got up and went to church it was a great message! only God knows why he made me this way so I just cry out to him for the help❤️
I don’t understand this illness and I just wish it would stop like now I feel like a crazy person inside and I am being a bitch to everyone around me it’s not nice!
today is going to be a good day I am going to try and control my behavior! mind over matter……
I don’t know if anyone is reading my thoughts but I am going to keep on writing. I know I am not the best writer but I am sincere!
so it’s like week three of this manic episode and I really do feel great I have been sleeping way better and all so that helps! but it won’t seem to go away it’s like perma fry😝I feel like my brain is on over load and I can’t turn it off! what do I need to do for this to stop? don’t get me wrong I love to feel the mania but some days I just would rather be depressed in bed sleeping do you know what I mean?
that’s it for now I just wanted to write my thoughts out for the day I hope you all have a nice and safe weekend!
ok so I wait all week for it to be Friday and I thought I could sleep in but no not today again😁I feel like a crazy person up all day and don’t get shit done why me? I did some work today so I feel good about that but I have laundry to fold and guess what I don’t feel like doing it….
when is this mania going to end? I want to go shopping but I don’t have enough money so that’s not going to happen.
I am all wound up and I just want it to go away😂 does anyone feel me? I have not got any response in the last few days if you read my blog please comment on it so I know I am not alone….have a great day while I sit here with my mind running!
so just when I thought I was getting better it keeps coming on! being manic is only fun to an extent! the more I workout the higher I get I don’t understand this illness! does anyone have this problem? I just want to be normal again and I don’t want my dr to know cuz she will up my meds. whAt do I do ? any advice please I need all the help I can get😏
i don’t understand it I keep getting manic while on my medication! this shit really sucks one minute I feel great then the next I am grumpy! why does this happen? someone help me understand! don’t get me wrong I love to be manic but nobody else around me likes it…..this is the only time I can write and be focused I love it I hate feeling depressed and just down and out! sometimes I think this is God sent only because it’s like having a six sense! well if any of you can relate let me know what I should do thanks!
Bipolar and dealing with it is not a walk in the park. I always thought I am pretty good at it and to some extent I am. The stages of accepting a bipolar diagnosis are different for people. For me it was the opposite of usual. Usually people go from denial to acceptance. I went from acceptance to denial.
When I was diagnosed I was happy. In fact it was answer to all the things that have been going on wrong in my life. It was like a blessing. I took bipolar as an enemy and fought gallantly with it. I started a blog and worked hard to make it a success (I don’t know if it is one) I started writing for the International Bipolar Foundation. On this journey I made some wonderful friends like Dyane and Kitt.
In my personal life I was much too dependent on…
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